Surely I’m not the only one who finds it disturbing that people don’t even take time to know who the presidential candidates for the 2010 elections are. I mean, we should at least know our choices, right? I’m no political expert but I think these days most people are just too fucking lazy to actually do even a little research and simply rely on fucking advertisements.

Lezzie posted on her Facebook wall:

It’s time for REAL change. Vote NICK PERLAS for President.

A friend of hers replied: Never heard. Haha.

How annoying. *sighs*

I AM SO ANGRY.

I love the Philippines. I love the Filipino people. That’s why I’m giving up my dream of getting my fat ass into Japan and stay here instead. All my fucking life. Because I want to teach and give back to my country.

But sometimes…

…sometimes I just feel like giving up. :/

No, no. Don’t mind that stupid title. I just put it up there so I can fill the otherwise blank space.

I haven’t been listening to music lately. Well, I have, but not much. Only when I feel like watching an Alice Nine video or when the urge to listen to Tim’s screaming arises. Other than that, nada. Heck, I don’t even know where I put my iPod. I should ask my mom.

I’m trying to score a job. It’s an online freelance thing that can keep me busy this summer. I don’t have anything to do over the break since I’m not taking summer classes and I’m fucking broke. So might as well find something to do, right? I have yet to complete my application though. I’m too lazy to write my sample. Pfft.

I hope I get the job.

Because I need money. Hah!

Because of my carelessness, I lost 60 quiz points in English 191. When we report, we write down comments on a sheet of paper and grade the reporter. I didn’t know we had to grade them, so for 60% of the reports, I didn’t put a grade and that’s how I lost 60 points.

So instead of getting 298/300 for my quiz scores, I only got 238. :( *cries*

I’m still happy though, because I was one of the two people who got the highest grades for the papers. ♥ I got an average of 1.75 for all my papers. ;__; So happy. ♥ I got the highest score for the theory quiz too and our professor gave me a 1.5 for my report on Constructivism. God, I feel like crying. ;__;

Those quiz points really killed my chance of getting a high grade though. *sighs* But at least I know I did a good job, over all.

I got a 1.5 for my lesson plan which I still can’t quite believe until now. ♥ Looking at the list of grades, I found out only two people got that grade. AAAAAAAAAAAAHHHH I’m really about to cry. XDDDD And in spite of my crappy demo teaching, my professor still gave me a 1.75. ;__; I can’t believe some did worse. O____O I thought mine was the crappiest because I didn’t have time to prepare for it and because the teaching methods assigned to me sucked.

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I’M SO HAPPY RIGHT NOW. ♥

This class is called English 191: Teaching English as a Second Language in the Tertiary Level. And because I want to be a teacher (and because I didn’t want my professor to have a bad impression of me), I worked hard to meet the requirements of this class. And knowing I was able to do that… it’s fulfilling. ;______;

*dances*

Just to be clear. I like you. Honestly though, it’s better that I didn’t.

Also…

…I’m in love with someone else. So please vacate my head.